Today was one of those beautiful days that made me ache with being alive.  Every inch of my skin was just happy to be here.  I pulled into my driveway after a day to myself and sat in my car.  And thanked Him.

Jesus, you are so out of my league.  Thank you.  I wish you were here right now.  I wish I had been alive when you walked this earth.  Because right now I'd like to just sit with You.  I don't even care if we talk.  I just want to be next to you.

I know He's with me, always.  But I'm so ready for more. 

I love my friendships here.  I love His silly, wonderful, lost and found people.  And a part of me knows that they're just a glimmer of what relationship really is.  I can not wait to see the whole thing.

I need these days.  These sparks of heaven.  But they make me even more anxious for what we were made for.

I am tired of being fallen.

I am resting in redemption.